Category: Anxiety
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Getting My Blog Life Together
I probably should get my life together and write some more blog posts. I probably should put all these ideas in my head and all these random Facebook musings into blog posts. It’s no wonder I haven’t grown my blog any more than I have. My ideas are plenty but the follow-through is entirely…
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I’m Struggling With My Inner Demons
I felt like I needed to sit down and write in hopes that it would help me get through some of what I am going through. It is the holidays and I am dealing with my inner demons. Seasonal depression always gets me this time of year. It is very common for those of us…
I Found a Lump
First off I will admit that I have not been good about scheduling my yearly mammograms. In fact, I have only had one done at the age of 48, well two now. I did not regularly check my breasts via self examination. Life gets busy and I just didn’t do it. On May 11,…
I Feel So Broken Inside
I really hate my anxiety and depression. I feel like I am always in battle. I never know when each of these mental illnesses or both of them are going to want to take me down. I feel so broken inside and like I am fighting a battle I just can’t win. Today started out…
Would They Notice Me If I Was Gone?
Relationships can be hard. It does not matter what kind of relationship we are speaking of whether it be romantic or oth erwise things are not always easy. I know that for me they can be great but they can be very messy. I have a terribly bad history with romantic relationships that is…
I Can’t Do This Anymore
There are some words that I say to myself and even out loud all too often. They are words that frighten me when I hear someone else say them. They even frighten me a little when I realize I have said them myself. They are the words “I can’t do this anymore”. To some they…
My Struggle With Mental Illness As A Youth
When did my depression and anxiety start is something I get asked quite often when someone finds out about my mental illness and gets close enough to me to want to ask. I never know what to say because I never sought help until I was the age of 28 finding myself going through a…